get over it~

During my school time, I used to have lots of dreams. That moment, I haven't been matured enough to think of the ramifications unforeseen by me. Just because I can be easily hooked to something new that caught my interest, I ended up losing my focus on what I ever wanted all this while. Plus, all the unnecessary complications kept on overwhelming me and I actually wasn't in my best shape at that period of time. I kept on straying far far away from the right track. Yes,like a stray puppy and a beat of rain.

I was UTTERLY PATHETIC!

I wish I am a time traveler.

I wish I have a time machine.

I wish the time will move backwards.

I wish I can rove the time.

I wish I can buy the time.

I wish, I wish, I wish..

But you know, to live our live with remorse and memories of bygone eras will only bring us deeper into the darkness that we created and built using the bricks of paranoia and psychotic vulnerability that we bred inside our mind. So, basically, after pondering of those sorts of stuffs for quite a long time, I found out that it was just made by Mr. Hyde of ourselves. As a matter of fact, most of the time, we are controlled by our emotions, which lead some of us to depression, anger, ego and so on and so forth. It is a matter of how we handle our emotions instead of letting them to get over the better side of us. Yes, I know the fact that everyone wants to live happily ever after in their realm of self-satisfaction. But that is not a total HAPPINESS. Trust me!

So guys, what can I conclude here is that, whenever you feel like having an unstable emotion or a paroxysm of rage, hold on and figure out what to do before taking any actions. Take your time and don't rush into being extremely emotional. Alright? If you are unhappy, just carve a parody of a smile on your face so that at least, only one person is unhappy instead of only one person is happy. Okay? Bear in mind, everything happened for reasons.

"Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing but it is good for you; and perhaps you like something but it is bad far you. And Allah knows, while you know not" (Al-baqarah:216)

p/s : It is my favourite quranic ayat, and I have my whole faith on that word all the time, especially in times of need. That is the reason how i am able to move on up until now. Alhamdulillah. A heartfelt thanks to Allah ^_^